Yesterday was the last day I ate any solids. SO goodbye bagels with cream cheese, cereal, ice cream, coffee, alcohol, and just about anything that doesn't involve lemon juice, maple syrup, and cayene pepper. Can I add tequila to my lemonade?!!!
One of the things that really keeps me motivated is visualization. I have to see my goal. Pictures of myself after cleanses are the best, because I know I'm usually between 120-130lb range but on my short self that can be a big change. I also look through different magazines, blogs, and websites that have thinspiration. Although, thinspiration is a clever word that is now associated with pro-ana and pro-mia websites, I do not encourage you to be ana or mia. Whether you realize or now, thin-inspiration is all around us, and instead of making me feel bad about myself, I decide to put those skinny models and celebrities to good use and get inspired to reach my goals. Which is between 110-120lbs. Some may think that 110lbs is too little, but I have a small frame and I'm 5'2''. So that would be a BMI of 20.1 and that is right in the Normal category.
Myself at 120
Myself at 127
The weight has to come off because I refuse to buy size a size 6 in all my clothing. Every time I go to the stores to try on clothes I feel bad because I know there are better ways to spend my money. I already have so much clothes and it can't go to waste, so the weight must come off.
When I started I weighted in at 130. Today I am 127 :D
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